I have a world within
interesting and important for me
all the things that made me
and the reasons I never understood for myself
As I find my days are counted
today I want to dig out a few that define me
where do I start and what do I look for
even before I start, here I am confessing...
Its a pot full of memories,
memories that I intend to share here,
I wish I could say they were mine
Alas! the truth stands,
there is nothing that had me alone.
Why so many of these to remember,
why so few people to teach me live,
why so many that I have already lived
why so less time to add a few more?
Day after day as 'My Love' elongates
Day after day as this journey goes ahead
Day after day as I see the inevitable coming
I see myself shrinking in thought,
desperate for shelter and time as I wander across
I feel I will be lost soon.
Where did I start this...
I still say, "I have a world within,
a world so small that can't accomodate any more
a world that never needed anyone more."
I like to LOOK BACK now
nothing much to LOOK AHEAD for
for its you who defined yesterday
for its me who might have to define tomorrow
Even as people say 'enough'
Even as friends say 'enjoy'
I still continue my race with time
I am still looking for a return
--buddi
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03 - 09 - 2008
