Whats there in this post... nothing much...
Every time I see this link in my bookmarks... I just get back to those wonderful days. I have had few nice moments with this blog. I would call it one of my best friends. A place where I just let myself go free.. write what ever I feel like writing. Nothing was ever at stake! All I had was a couple of friends - Uday and this one. They knew every bit of me and they just listened to whatever I had. Those were difficult days...
Today I know I am a different one... much more crazy, "cynical" and what not.. whenever I look back at those days I feel proud that I pulled myself through those days. I agree I have become a lot more cynical I would add that I had a reason. All that matters to me is that I do have a few more friends now and I have learnt to live.
Friends do great things in our life. They just seem to turn around the whole world for you! It is a pleasant experience. I am really enjoying few of those moments which never came up here.They aren't many of them but then they carry along those few moments when I just forgot who I am.
As people say, "nothing comes for free"... Though it wasn't costly in my case, I had to be a bit more careful with my thoughts and words. I would have liked to be a free bird. But this one - a tough one! I did learn quite a bit from it but it just wasn't enough... These days I find it much more difficult to satisfy both my interests... may be I just have to be the one most people like!! Does this call for an end to this blog - I have no answer for that??
What do I intend do now? May be just get back to those diary entries, have a read... wait for a few more days, enjoy for a few more days and then... just disappear... things would never change much!
Never leave ur old friends when u r better off in life.....the old friends who were with u at ur bad times are more important and worth than those who stay with u at good times....plz dont put an end to this..let it remain as a testimony of that rare bond and friendship u cherish through ur writings...all the best...:)
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ReplyDeleteThanks for that comment... I totally agree with your view! I am not ready to leave this friend of mine so easily... just that for some more time, I would prefer to stay away. It is always tempting to get back to this but it hurts when ever I think of that past...
hii buddi
ReplyDeletei have got u from my frnds blog and i am glad that i have gone thro' ur blog... the very first lines of the post made me abit anxious about reading the rest of the blog......
the post is all about frndship and i wud like to post my feelings here tooo... i believe that frnds are the angels in our lives and it depends on us abt how we maintain the relation...... get new frnds but never forget the old.... and i hope we will be frnds thro' this blogger world (ur nest frnd...)
good work buddi and keep the good work going and keep blogging
have a great time and by the happy dwali frnd...!!!